“I’m Afraid I Died Last Thursday”
Words by David Bolotin | Pictures by Robin Echo Young
Time tells no tales at times like these
It lingers like a vulture,
among these grayed-out walls,
It lingers, knowing I’m mere prey
The cellar door glares,
pleading for me to take the padlock off of it,
but the quiet tells me all I need to know,
there is
nothing beyond—
nothing of mine
One way or another,
Desperateness seems to kill
both men like me
wandering victims of war
and the long forgotten idea of
hope
Those laughs I hear upstairs are not mine,
not ours, not anyone’s who can be trusted
The only cards dealt below the cellar door
are mine, and I’ve
never been one for
luck, nor roulette
But my child,
Dolores
if your sorrow is reading this
if your lips haven’t partched yet
if the men upstairs haven’t decided they are bored
if they haven’t grown tired of waiting for you to play
your move into their trap
and if I haven’t returned by dawn—I’m afraid, I died last Thursday
Though, I suppose,
even if I’m still here,
just contemplating about the idea
that I could have possibly stepped
outside
means I was never truly here
already gone weeks ago
David Bolotin is a high schooler, currently 16, who was born and raised in Chicago, IL. His family comes from Belarus, but immigrated to the United States in the early 2000s–where he was born and quickly found a passion for writing and poetry. He typically focuses on themes of triumph and nature while exploring our past and what makes us human. At the current moment, he has not been published elsewhere.
Based in Borrego Springs, California Robin Echo Young works in mixed media focusing mostly on collage and contemporary art making. Using magazine clippings, masking tape, wallpaper, jewelry, etc allows her to develop deep into the whimsical and intuitive. Repurposing a variety of materials into lighthearted and sometimes disquieting messages, Robin's artistic universe is strange, funky, and sometimes perverse. She lives in the California desert with her creative husband John and lazy dog, Comet.